My Story (TW: Rape, Overbearing family)
I remember being exposed to sex from a young age due to unmonitored internet access, I first searched up porn probably around the age of nine but I have had sexual dreams before that point. When I was in middle school, around age twelve, I dated someone and explored some more tame-ish sexual topics with them. When I was fifteen I was raped by someone who I thought was a friend. All in all, sex has generally been a part of my life for a while.
Another factor for me personally, I come from a family who was very overbearing and emotionally incestuous, my mom would sexually comment on my body often, I generally wasn't allowed to have privacy. For perspective, I remember once when I was using a vibrator in my room with the door closed, my grandma from the living room texted me asking "Why is your phone going off, is someone calling you?".
These things plus other personal life factors have added up to create me, a traumatized and kinky, sex fascinated individual, one who enjoys exhibitionism and learning about the links between sex life and kinks, and ones psychology and mental health.